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I made a cake for my boyfriend today..I absolutely hate my writing!
( pictures! )
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[03 Jan 2008|05:36pm] |
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Well, I haven't updated this thing in almost a year. Mainly because, I used to have this boyfriend who found it necessary to read/judge everything I wrote. Which I guess means it's time for a password change? Probably. Anyways, I'm happy. I'm moving back to Arizona in March, most likely for a very long time. I'm going to the Art Institute of Phoenix, I actually start online classes on Monday. I'm pretty proud of myself, actually. I'm doing something I genuinely enjoy doing and it makes me happy.
I've been juggling a handful of guys lately, which I guess is kind of shitty. But whatever. I don't want a boyfriend when I'm leaving in 2 months. The one guy I really want, I don't know if I'll ever have again. Yeah, I'm still hung up on the whole Matt thing. Yeah, I realize he fucked me over numerous times. There's just something there that draws me to him. There's not one other guy on this planet that I could see myself with in the future. I guess this is all just wishful thinking though. I should be tough. Tell him what a prick he is. But I'm weak. I hang on his every word. He puts a smile on my face, even though I should hate him.
Whatever.
Welcome back, Livejournal.
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| red checkered blankets |
[16 Dec 2006|11:50am] |
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Red checkered blankets and baby's breath,
the wind waltzes with your summer dress.
And we're skipping stones
and holding hands
and we make love in the rose garden.
Saturday nights at the drive-in
where the back seat robbed our innocence.
And you listen close to my lament
the manor infinite childness
the nakedness of woman is a gift from God.
But now it's over and done
thank you darling,
for your love
But now it's over and done
thank you darling
for your love.
Your kitchen was the only witness
when we couldn't stop dancing
even when the record started to skip.
And I wish that I were a ciggarrette
loyally dangling from your lips
like an angel at the gates of Heaven.
I'm bound to you by faith and trust
and not obligation
the nakedness of woman is a gift from God.
And now it's over and done
thank you darling,
for your love.
Now it's over and done
thank you darling
for your love.
And come down
and let me back in
won't you say that
there's something left; there's nothing left!
Won't you
say there's no truth
when you say that
there's something left; there's nothing left!
And now it's over and done
thank you darling
for your love.
Now it's over and done
thank you darling,
for your love.
I'm in love with you.
Still, I'm in love with you.
-Matthew Gilbert
Everything's over. This "phase", or so you seem to call it, it's done.
For him, anyways.
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[01 Sep 2006|08:37pm] |
he's going down.
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[25 Aug 2006|07:58pm] |
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1st day of school = BLEH!
except for the part where I got to see everyone and get tons of hugs=D
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| my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me |
[09 Jun 2006|10:12am] |
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YAY! I'm finally leaving tomorrow! I'm so excited. I should probably call my boy this afternoon...in case he forgot I'm coming (yeah right!). I'm thinking my first night there we should have a sleepover party...mmm sounds good=D...It's also looking like we might not get there until Sunday night...mainly because we're likely to get a hotel Saturday night.
mmmm I can't wait to cuddle with himmmm...even though it's going to be hot as shit there.
I'm not going to miss the internet....it's going to be nice.
♥
P.S be ready for picturesXcore when I come back=D
So won't you kill me...
So I die happy.
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[07 Jun 2006|06:15pm] |
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I've come to the conclusion that my boobs are too big for their own good......
......and that I am a hardass....
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| like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere...and I don't care |
[07 Jun 2006|02:36pm] |
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2 more days of Ohio.
to say I won't miss this place would be a lie.
And I'm glad I didn't fly yesterday (6-6-06), I guess the Pheonix airport got shut down due to a massive wall of dust.
Eff dealing with that.
You can't even begin to imagine how nervous I am....the butterflies in my stomach are back and they don't plan on going anywhere for another week.
Oh yeah, and Ashley Parker Angel is the shizz..♥
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[05 Jun 2006|08:02pm] |
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Yeah I could go on and bitch about how much my birthday sucked ass but at this point, it's not even worth it.
and the one person that I actually want to talk to....is too fucked up to answer his phone.
Today was a joke, and all I really want to do is take a long nap and not wake up for another 3 days.
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[05 Jun 2006|02:03pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US DOLLFACE!!
♥♥♥
Now you're old and I'm no longer a baby...
uh oh
5 days from now I'm going to be the happiest girl alive=D
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Graduation is today....hooray!
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[03 Jun 2006|11:42am] |
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Stress stress stress stress drama drama rental cars stress stress stress
my dad and stepmum are in town for my sister's graduation. It's pretty much been nothing but chaos and I haven't even seen them yet...they're in Columbus and should be in Mansfield in a couple hours...hopefully.
My dad is a drama queen.
Ugh.
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| You owe me an IOU |
[01 Jun 2006|09:56pm] |
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No more school.
No more asshole freshman Crestline boys.
(until next year=/)
Oh and I'm trying to find out something cute to do for me and the boy's birthday...(same day duhh)
Help would be very appreciated!!
♥
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[26 May 2006|07:59pm] |
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5 years of waiting
3 years of not seeing your beautiful face
2 years of thinking of you constantly
It's finally come down to this.
Me coming out there could either make or break us baby. Which will it be? I'm so excited and so scared at the same time. I don't want it to be like back in 6th grade when we had those cute little crushes on eachother but neither of us had the bawls to do anything about it.
Let's make my time out there worth the wait.
♥
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I have a new crush.
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[22 May 2006|04:01pm] |
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I'm kinda extremely worried about him.
Help.
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[20 May 2006|11:57am] |
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Kieser blew me off (surprise surprise)
but Kelsey came over instead.
and last night I thought a lot about EVERYTHING
I've once again changed my mind and have decided not to go to Colorado.
I need to save money for a car and
I'm moving out there in a year anyway.
and I haven't talked to Matt in over a month.
I miss him...a lot.
maybe if I wasn't such a pussy I'd call him.=(
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[18 May 2006|05:48pm] |
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I miss my supa best friends.
only 2 1/2 more weeks.
And I miss not being single.
Hopefully this summer, things will change.
But maybe it's my fault
for being so picky.
=/
Oh and I have by far THE cutest kittens ever.
so suck that.
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| This time I know nothing's wrong |
[15 May 2006|07:37pm] |
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I feel...calm/happy/excited/like I could dance..
like 20 more days...12 more days of school...3 weeks..however whatever, all the same.
Things are...changing. In a good way.
The way things are going, it looks like I am going to try to make it out to Colorado. Then I can properly say "Happy Birthday To Us!!!", to you. I miss you.
And the world moves faster than I knew
Not fast enough to not creep up on you
And the space we put between
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